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2) sending him an email and waiting for 3 days before a reply
3) sending him a really detailed email full of possible responses and I get 4 sentences.
4)him not responding to my questions about how everything is
5)his not asking me how I am
6)him not making conversation and only concerned with when the next time i'm going up there is. Clearly his concern is not to talk to me.
He makes me feel like a failure as a daughter, which i'm sure if he saw this he would say that. And I know this relationship is why I'm so fucked up. I'm sorry. I just don't understand. I'm gonna go cry now. Bye
and I'm so tired and I'm hungry because i skipped breakfast because I felt sick because I ate a pint and a half of ice cream before i went to bed.
This one friend I have from UTSA, who I've been getting really close to, has pretty much for sure decided she is going to leave UT. she doesn't like it here and misses her family. I understand, I just want her to not rush into a decision that she might regret.
Ugh, I got close to someone and they are leaving me, again.
I know Tina has been pretty upset by what some person said to her. She shouldn't take it so hard, I think that person just has a more agressive way of saying things (ie.she doesn't put words in a nice tone, or even nice wording for that matter).
tears--of joy or sorrow.
Children are full of hopes and dreams, having
sweet giggling laughter.
Teens trying to figure out their place in the world, they cause
crashes and yelling.
Adults work day-to-day, a routine habit,
tick-tock-tick-tock.
The elderly forget and are forgotten,
silence.
HA i know this sucks, i wrote it in 5 seconds when i should be studying.
-- piece of crap
Kiwi+banana+strawberries+rasians=amazing
ACC posted grades for first half of the summer semester : A!
Cleaned 3 toilets and half a shower, god, i have to go back.
Need to run but would rather read The Time Traveler's Wife-- I wanna see what happends :)
ps- I'm cleaning because I want tina to come over sometime soon :)
pss- mom's watching Harry Potter, I'm so over these movies
- Location:Home computer
- Mood:
full
We canceled our home phone line so now mom has to go to the ACC Computer lab to do her class work because our home line and DSL line were connected and so when one went out, the both went "bye-bye"
2)Filming with Hollie (and matt):
Yesterday was amazing!! I've been with Daniel and Hollie before while their filming-- weither it's just watching or being an actor--and this was totally different. Normally they have a little camcorder and if you mess up they stop and start again. This was for Hollie's film class. There were actual stage lights (like 50 of them!! O.O ) and really really really nice cameras, like the pros use. I suck at acting and was totally jealous of this skinny guy that had amazing skills. The whole process was really fun, i just wish i was a better actor so whenever i volunteer to help hollie i wouldn't feel like such a noob :( lol.
3) Alamo Drafthouse-- FAIL!
Love the alamo drafthouse movie theater. They are known for throwing weird movies that not a lot of people have heard of and for throwing special events (like for snakes on a plane they had actual snakes runing aroung the theater-- thank god i didn't go XD), But they aren't going to show Blood The Last Vampire- the live action!! I'm so pissed, it looks so good!!! The only places it's playing in Texas are Dallas and Houston-- Damn it!
ps--I think something is wrong with me... the past two days i'm pretty sure i've slept over 24 hours....opps
- Location:ACC Computer lab
- Mood:
tired - Music:2pm- "10 out of 10"
that means nothing other than that drink and water. I can't drink alcohol at the con!! WAH!
but hopefully this wont be too bad
I'm going to work out too
<--- that was the shit I had to study for finals!!Just took the spanish final, hope I did well :(
I recycled all my flashcards and notes :) feels sooo good.
I really hope i did well :(
It didn't help my pride that I kept dropping flashcards ont he ground and people slowed down so they wouldn't have to help me :( -FML
ALL THIS WAS RECYCLED:
- Location:dorm
- Mood:liberated
- Music:Cop chases
and eating
whatever, my plan is to go on a diet after finals are over MUHA
I hate people so much right now.
I just spent 2 and a half hours on something that if my "group" would have worked together instead of being a bunch of assholes it could have been done in 30- 1 hour. Fucking hate this school! I sound like such a wimp but I just wanna go home. Not only are they lazy but they expected me to do all the work for them. Then because of course they are friends with my roommate they come back to our dorm and start messing around by locking Brit out of her room and then everyone keeps banging so I just leave. I hate this shit. I'm so annoyed!
I want people to:
not be lazy
be intelligent
be mature
and to not be an asshole
seriously. Every excel project has been such a struggle to work at least this time they all did something (that ranges from typing our names to typing what I told them to write or how I told them we were supposed to do the project).
I will admit, I am a control freak but this was me HAVING to tell them because they wouldn't even take make the effort to try to learn something.
FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!
--I'm going to finish writing a spanish paper, I SHOULD finish my bio chapter but I'm so frustrated I might just check out a movie then go home. Oh, did I mention how i left MY dorm room because they were Loud and Abnoxious!?
---I am proud David was defending me (a little) or atleast helping me try to get some of the other people to help . *kudos* that made me happy just so it wasn't just me :(
- Location:library
- Mood:
and aggrivated
I know the anime kids are steriotyped as being weird, but I've never really thought of myself as weird. wait, scratch that, sometimes I do stuff on purpose to be weird. But have I become some used to being weird that I do it unintentionally? o.O
I've been acting, what I consider, NORMAL and people here calling me "the weirdest friend they have" or "the weirdest resident" eh. Like my RA, Amber, Jason A. and probably Brittney.
UGH! How frustrating
- Location:Library
- Mood:
and frustrated - Music:kings of leon- Soft
BAHHH
My thoughts:
WHHHHAAATTT the fuck! that movie made me mad/sad!
They killed off my favorite character, but apparently he comes back. My mom is on the phone explaining the next two movies ^__^
breakfast: omelete, cottage cheese, and half a buiscuit and gravy
Lunch: piece of pizza, cottage cheese, soup, salad, chips, 2 cookies, 1 brownie, and piece of pie
After i get off I'm going to:
brush teeth
maybe grab something at
Then to the Library to study all my Labs from bio lab then Spanish vocab if I have time.
I have been living in
This year my dorm room has been pretty gross.
1)Nats! I hate nates, we had them really bad in the sink last semester but still have a few this semester. It was so bad I would wake up with bug bites on my legs :(
2) cockroaches- we have had some of those, but what place doesn't? The only really sightings of them have been in the bathrooms and the first week of school when we saw one on Deidre's ceiling. LOL good times, she hit it and it landed somewhere on her desk but we could never find it. SO GROSS!!
3)Maggots. Brittney, the roommate that lives on my side decided to leave two black trashbags between our rooms for a week or two. we got maggots. lovely! It was around Halloween because our pumpkins got maggots too. gross!
4) "THE SMELL" ugh. 1/4 of the time our room smells horrible. It's none of our faults it's something with the plumbing or something. None of our friends that live in chapperell have it. Lucky us! Fuck.
- Location:dorm room
- Mood: bored
It's not really even a hate post.
It's an akward post(?).
I'm realising my roommates friends aren't as nice or cool as I originally thought, in fact some of the males are just down right mean.
I was studying with one of them and it was just akward. and tense.
when he left I felt much better
- Location:library
- Mood:caffinated
- Music:orion experience
After i get off I'm going to:
brush teeth
maybe grab something at
Then to the Library to study all my Labs from bio lab then Spanish vocab if I have time.
