that means nothing other than that drink and water. I can't drink alcohol at the con!! WAH!
but hopefully this wont be too bad
I'm going to work out too
<--- that was the shit I had to study for finals!!Just took the spanish final, hope I did well :(
I recycled all my flashcards and notes :) feels sooo good.
I really hope i did well :(
It didn't help my pride that I kept dropping flashcards ont he ground and people slowed down so they wouldn't have to help me :( -FML
ALL THIS WAS RECYCLED:





- Location:dorm
- Mood:liberated
- Music:Cop chases
and eating
whatever, my plan is to go on a diet after finals are over MUHA
I hate people so much right now.
I just spent 2 and a half hours on something that if my "group" would have worked together instead of being a bunch of assholes it could have been done in 30- 1 hour. Fucking hate this school! I sound like such a wimp but I just wanna go home. Not only are they lazy but they expected me to do all the work for them. Then because of course they are friends with my roommate they come back to our dorm and start messing around by locking Brit out of her room and then everyone keeps banging so I just leave. I hate this shit. I'm so annoyed!
I want people to:
not be lazy
be intelligent
be mature
and to not be an asshole
seriously. Every excel project has been such a struggle to work at least this time they all did something (that ranges from typing our names to typing what I told them to write or how I told them we were supposed to do the project).
I will admit, I am a control freak but this was me HAVING to tell them because they wouldn't even take make the effort to try to learn something.
FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!
--I'm going to finish writing a spanish paper, I SHOULD finish my bio chapter but I'm so frustrated I might just check out a movie then go home. Oh, did I mention how i left MY dorm room because they were Loud and Abnoxious!?
---I am proud David was defending me (a little) or atleast helping me try to get some of the other people to help . *kudos* that made me happy just so it wasn't just me :(
- Location:library
- Mood:
and aggrivated
I know the anime kids are steriotyped as being weird, but I've never really thought of myself as weird. wait, scratch that, sometimes I do stuff on purpose to be weird. But have I become some used to being weird that I do it unintentionally? o.O
I've been acting, what I consider, NORMAL and people here calling me "the weirdest friend they have" or "the weirdest resident" eh. Like my RA, Amber, Jason A. and probably Brittney.
UGH! How frustrating
- Location:Library
- Mood:
and frustrated - Music:kings of leon- Soft
BAHHH
My thoughts:
WHHHHAAATTT the fuck! that movie made me mad/sad!
They killed off my favorite character, but apparently he comes back. My mom is on the phone explaining the next two movies ^__^
breakfast: omelete, cottage cheese, and half a buiscuit and gravy
Lunch: piece of pizza, cottage cheese, soup, salad, chips, 2 cookies, 1 brownie, and piece of pie
After i get off I'm going to:
brush teeth
maybe grab something at
Then to the Library to study all my Labs from bio lab then Spanish vocab if I have time.
I have been living in
This year my dorm room has been pretty gross.
1)Nats! I hate nates, we had them really bad in the sink last semester but still have a few this semester. It was so bad I would wake up with bug bites on my legs :(
2) cockroaches- we have had some of those, but what place doesn't? The only really sightings of them have been in the bathrooms and the first week of school when we saw one on Deidre's ceiling. LOL good times, she hit it and it landed somewhere on her desk but we could never find it. SO GROSS!!
3)Maggots. Brittney, the roommate that lives on my side decided to leave two black trashbags between our rooms for a week or two. we got maggots. lovely! It was around Halloween because our pumpkins got maggots too. gross!
4) "THE SMELL" ugh. 1/4 of the time our room smells horrible. It's none of our faults it's something with the plumbing or something. None of our friends that live in chapperell have it. Lucky us! Fuck.
- Location:dorm room
- Mood:
bored
It's not really even a hate post.
It's an akward post(?).
I'm realising my roommates friends aren't as nice or cool as I originally thought, in fact some of the males are just down right mean.
I was studying with one of them and it was just akward. and tense.
when he left I felt much better
- Location:library
- Mood:caffinated
- Music:orion experience
After i get off I'm going to:
brush teeth
maybe grab something at
Then to the Library to study all my Labs from bio lab then Spanish vocab if I have time.
I woke up still a little drunk.
was not a good night
apparently I like to flirt when I'm drunk and if i can't flirt or get my way... I cry. wtf!
so.. i feel really bad for my friends AJ and AG because I was crying over nothing with them. I hope I didn't ruin their night. The whole crying thing... kind of ruined my night. FML.
I still have a headache. and I can still taste the orange juice of my screw driver down my throat. FML.
Personal record: still have never thrown up due to alcohol XP
- Location:Dorm
- Music:travel channel
anyways,
*The first one was good.
good enough for a sequel.
*second one was utter crap- I'm a movie lover and will sit through any movie no matter how bad, just because you have to see how it ends, you know? There have only been two movies that have been so bad I've had to walk out of the room so that my brain cells aren't wasted (I'm saving those important cells to be lost on alcohol). The first movie was The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor (2008)and the second was High school Musical 2.
*The third one? it was alright. It seemed like a downer, really depressing but it is SENIOR year so it's abot saying goodbye. I'm proud they captured that emotion. Kudos. Once again it seemed Zac Effron had his own personal music video again. because his life is soooo hard, he's a whinny little rich kid.
ANYWAYS--> the only reason I wrote about this at all is because I found this SNL clip of zac effron making fun of the unrealistic impressions and expectations it gives little kids about "real life". MUHA!
- Location:Dorm room
- Mood:headache
- Music:TV
It was really fun!
~decorated with Tina and Hollie.
Matt and Kim showed up and we tried to surprise Jessica but her dad opened the door before she did :( still fun!
Had:
and easter egg hunt
food
rock band
and kareoke!!
I really miss all of them! it's going to be so much fun when I move back to Austin
ps- now i'm sick. blah!
this stupid oral! Hollie and I spent 7 hours working on a a 3 minute video project and turns out i need two more minutes TT.TT So i have to go to austin again!
The feeling passes though, I get semi-tired for a bit, then I'm wide awake with nothing to do at 4 AM in the morning.
I heard that when you get depressed you sleeping pattern changes: either more or less.
I found this book at the utsa library, it was so weird, it was like it was following me.
I'd seen it in the book store when the last weekend of spring break and some other places, and online while I was trying to find a book.
It might not be such a good thing, idk I find it really interesting. The book is a diary in the life of Nikki Sixxi the song writter and former heroin addict/coke addict.
I set my alarm to wake up for 6:50am so I can work out at the gym because I'm getting fat... I'm debating weither to skip it just because I fear if I work out I'm going to pass out because of lack of energy.... I'm feeling kind of dizzy right now... I might choos the latter option... fuck.
So my goal is this: get to 125lb or 120lb and go to Padre Island over the summer break.
man.. i really wana get a jump start on working out though... I think I'll risk passing out. MMMM i'm so wise (dumb ass me)
Yeasterday i had like 8 cookies and today i had a waffle and 3 cookies.
my system feels like shit
i've been studying for a big bio test i have tomarrow at 8am!! :(
So i promised myself I would have a ciggerette but I didn't get the buzz I wanted, so I had another and i still didn't get the buzz.
I think it's because this past week I've seen a bit of Eric, and just our conversations get me so nervous and excited that in comparison the cig wasn't as exciting... maybe? that bites but i guess in a way it's good.
at 2 i'm going to go over to his place to hang out :) idk what we are doing, probably talking or shit lol.
but now i don't feel well from those stupid cigs damn.
- Location:dorm room
- Music:untouched- the veronicas
- describing how I feel about E.
Books I want to get/read:





