My Two favorite band/artists are coming near me!!! I'm going to both concerts, there is no if/ands/or butts!!!!!

Miyavi- going to Anime Matsuri 2009
^The most talented musical i've ever heard, lives in Japan and has never come to the US, actually i think he did once a long time ago but i wasn't able to see him. anyways, going to anime matsuri!! HELL YA I'm Going!!!
+might take Eric

Modest Mouse!!!!!! - IN AUSTIN March 4th at Stubbs
^ only problem with this is... it's the wendesday before spring break and i have a test and quiz the next day... but... i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want to go!!! and that isn't even a fraction of my want, need, desire, love, passion, that i have for this band!!!!



AH!!!! MUST GO!!!!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I have a lot of trouble opening up to people and allowing them to see the real me.
Like the fact that I like anime, and even worse, the fact that I go to anime conventions! Don't get me wrong, i love going and i love getting the chance to see all my friends and people i carea about, but "normal" people that sit around, get high, play sports, do whatever they do, for the most part view it as a kiddy event or freak convention, which i think is really unfair and close minded.
I told someone for the first time that I like to go to those things... i felt so vulnerable to gudgment.. they were kind of ok about it though :) so I'm kind of happy, but still lol

--need to call Tina today, i feel bad because i was with some people last night and I don't really like talking on the phone in public (for the most part)