I'm tired. Wow, no shit.
The feeling passes though, I get semi-tired for a bit, then I'm wide awake with nothing to do at 4 AM in the morning.
I heard that when you get depressed you sleeping pattern changes: either more or less.
I found this book at the utsa library, it was so weird, it was like it was following me.
I'd seen it in the book store when the last weekend of spring break and some other places, and online while I was trying to find a book.
It might not be such a good thing, idk I find it really interesting. The book is a diary in the life of Nikki Sixxi the song writter and former heroin addict/coke addict.

I set my alarm to wake up for 6:50am so I can work out at the gym because I'm getting fat... I'm debating weither to skip it just because I fear if I work out I'm going to pass out because of lack of energy.... I'm feeling kind of dizzy right now... I might choos the latter option... fuck.

So my goal is this: get to 125lb or 120lb and go to Padre Island over the summer break.
man.. i really wana get a jump start on working out though... I think I'll risk passing out. MMMM i'm so wise (dumb ass me)